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Souvenirs

by In Repair

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1.
Consent To Treatment 03:40
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Vs 1 Made an agreement Consent to treatment I'm helpless it seems Handing over everything Chorus 1 The sickness spreads to every cell Please diagnose me make me well Vs 2 Symptomatic My blood turns caustic Mass of contusions Needing transfusion Chorus 2 The sickness spreads to every cell Please diagnose me make me well My death is imminent it's true The only hope I have is you Bridge Primum non nocere In your hands my life I lay Primum non nocere Under your care I will stay Repeat Chorus 2
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Lather, Rinse, Repeat 03:32
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Vs 1 Symbiotic I won't survive without you You're my tonic so hypnotic You won't see this through I'm determined to wait you out Lately I've been chasing my own tail Illusions persist I can't resist I must never fail I'm determined to wait you out Chorus I wanna know where your steps fall they take you away take you far away and I wanna know why do I always follow You're leading me astray I always follow you Vs 2 Over and over Round and round we go I give chase but your gaining ground till I get vertigo I'm determined to wait you out Match your movements Synchronize my will Beg and plead and get on my knees but You deny me still I'm determined to wait you out Chorus Bridge ...and so it begins our cautionary tale, when we find we're addicted not to that which we pursue but to the pursuit itself repeat chorus
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Square Peg, Round Soul 02:15
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Vs 1 I'm not very Ordinary Color outside Lines that confine Chorus So here I am my soul laid bare I don't belong I should beware I'll never fit and I don't care My life's in repair I'll fold my hands and offer up my prayer Vs 2 Square peg round soul Life takes it's toll This world threatens To make me like them Repeat chorus 2x
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A Girl Named Someday 04:48
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Vs 1 Victim of happenstance Just stumbling in the dark Is my life nothing more than the sum of all it's parts Another day has ended and night has covered up my scars I keep my hopes and my dreams locked here inside my battered heart They're locked up here inside my heart Vs 2 Hope in my left hand In my right I carry fear Eyes on the promise That I know is near There is a girl that I know though I don't even know her name She softly sings to my soul She is my shelter from the rain She gives me shelter from the rain Chorus Life's breaking down on me Sometimes I feel like I wasting away At night when I can't sleep I say a prayer for a girl name Someday. Repeat Chorus 2x
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Still 03:25
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Vs 1 Sitting on a bar stool Feeling sorry for myself Staring in the mirror Wishing I was someone else Lift Time takes the sting but leaves the ache Chorus The past is a nuisance it's a hard thing to ignore It will bring you to your knees leave you begging for more The last year hasn't changes us it's the same thing as before You still hold your head high I'm still looking at the floor You're still waving goodbye I'm still walking out that door Vs 2 Can't help but remember Every single word we said Every broken promise Every cold night in our bed Lift Time takes the sting but leaves the ache Chorus 2x
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Twenty-Six 05:01
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The pain is mostly gone all that's left is a constant ache I must admit I'm surprised at how much of this I could take When you died you died without a goodbye and I started to slide into my hiding place The years keep passing by I still feel I'm trying to keep the pace Chorus It was a cold day in August I never thought it would end this way Your life held such promise Till August stole you away Vs 2 I'm all grown up now but your forever 26 If we could see the end is this the future you'd have picked Well we watched you live your carcrash life speeding out of control at least it was over quick I know I'll see you again till then I've got a life to live my life to live Repeat Chorus Bridge You've gone away 3x I'll see you again, I'll see you again someday. Chorus Tag If we could see the end is this the future you'd have picked?
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Better Than Me 02:59
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Vs1 I look up at a burning sky Search for hope with transparent eyes I falter while you spy Chorus Watch while my life's on display while I act out my passion play Go on and judge what you see Since you could do better than me Vs 2 I'm ashamed of my sordid past Don't know how This will ever last You watch behind the glass Chorus 2x Tag Now it's your chance I'll sit back and watch you dance And then you'll see that you can't do better than me
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Enemy 02:24
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Vs 1 Alone Misery loves company Alone except the beast inside of me Chorus Enemy 4x Vs 2 Awake How bout another sleepless night Awake Don't think that I've the strength to fight Chorus Bridge Everyone has an enemy inside of them Everyone needs a reason to wake up again All we want is to trust that we are not alone All we want is to feel home Chorus
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Upside Down 03:50
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Vs 1 Look into your face of stone as you sit on your liars throne Cannot fathom past this chasm Look into your face of stone Chorus 1 You so emphatically play enigmatic we cannot find our common ground This deafening silence is louder than sound don't know which way is up when your holding me down Our present condition just leads to more friction must search for a way to get out Choke when I feel myself starting to drown I'm all turned around Vs 2 Stare into the approaching void Soon our world will be destroyed Anticipation confrontation stare into the approaching void Chorus 1 Chorus 2 When I'm upside down Upside down I'm all turned around when I'm upside down Upside down Vs 3 Look into your face of stone as you sit on your liars throne Stare into the approaching void Soon our world will be destroyed Chorus 1 and 2
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Identity 03:15
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Vs 1 I thread the needle sew the tableaux to my skin lace up the seam hide authenticity within With my mask in place I can hide behind a wall I'm safe inside you don't know me at all Chorus 1 I wear this mask for the world to see Inside I hide hoping to be free And no one knows who I long to be I've lost my sense of identity Vs 2 Look in the mirror I don't recognize my face Look all around me can't help but feel I've been misplaced Look to the sky and hope that God is on his throne Sometimes I feel like I'm all alone Chorus 1 Chorus 2 I tear this mask rip out the seam I'm coming home I'm coming clean It's time to share who I'm supposed to be I will not hide my identity
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Car Crashes and Cancer 04:13
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Vs 1 Believe that's what they tell you when your young Just believe and make sure your faith is strong I've seen some things that have shook me to the core and while I still have faith I feel my very soul's been torn out of me Chorus Somewhere between car crashes and cancer Faith and doubt become one I'm still searching for the answer the battle rages on Vs 2 Just believe and yes I think that I still do I still believe even when there's no sign of you I hold firm to my fragile faltered faith even when I know this world offers me no safety at all Chorus Bridge Oh God why can;t your comfort Feel as good as the whiskey in this glass I've left a barren wasteland behind me in my past

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Produced and Recorded by In Repair
Mixed and Additional Production by Bradley Torrison
Mastered by Crazy Daisy Productions

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released December 6, 2012

All songs written by In Repair: Mikelle Ellis, David Petz, Eric Holton, Jarrett Croft and Dave Talmadge.
Except for Car Crashes and Cancer, written by David Petz, Larry Archuleta and Mikelle Ellis

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